Over the next few days you will come face to face with some ideas that you suddenly realise are just plain wrong. The Aquarian Full Moon on 26th July brings with it a new groundedness, an ability to see with clearer eyes, taking action from our hearts and a breakthrough in how we connect with each other.
23rd July 2010
We start our journey towards the full moon with Mercury moving into a channel with Saturn today.
Cardinal Cross in the G Centre
Remember last month’s Cardinal Cross? All four points of that monumental cross are in the G Centre.
Those points represent massive change in our sense of identity, purpose and direction.
The Cross is still active, recurring in a few days, on the 26th, but most people are referring to it as a Pluto T-Square, because they use only classical planets. That’s Uranus and Jupiter opposite Saturn and a square to Pluto.
If we take note of the Uranian Point Hades at 0 degrees Cancer (the point the Sun held in the Cardinal Cross on 26th June, we have another Cardinal Cross happening now.
The G Centre is generally keynoted Identity. There is a deeper and quite difficult energy sitting in the G Centre. It holds your feelings about being unconditionally loved. It’s your love-life geometry. This is the place where you are unsure about parts of yourself being loved. It’s also the place where you are unsure what purpose your love is meant to serve in the world.
Emotions in the Solar Plexus Centre
There’s a whole lot going on in the Solar Plexus Centre as well. It’s about emotions. Let’s take a moment to consider that emotions and love are being processed by different energy centres within our bodies. Which indicates that they are not made of the same stuff at our everyday density of experience. The fact that we use the oxymoron “unconditional love” shows our confusion about that!
This week we are taking huge strides to bring those two energies into alignment with each other – our emotions and the energy of love are colliding. The resulting purification of our emotional bodies can feel threatening as it breaks down protective barriers we have believed essential to our survival.
Just briefly, Neptune and Chiron have been unravelling your emotional wounds over the past two years – suffering in order to grow or help others has been a particular favourite. On the global level it’s involved lifting the veil from the idea that there is anything wrong with us at all. We are realising we are sane and sensitive. It’s the system we live in that’s surreal and insane.
In coming to terms with the idea that there’s nothing wrong with us, we’ve come face to face with our shame, our humiliation, our guilt, our anger, our sorrow. Our collective anxiety about expressing these feelings has been preventing us from being and loving freely. Quite simply, we believed that if we admitted to experiencing any of those feelings it was clear proof that there was something wrong with us. They have been the bars on our prison, keeping us from the full blissful expression of our pure innocent selves.
What’s Happening To Your Heart?
With such massive activations on the cardinal points, the system cannot continue on as before. Our ‘love’ energy is effecting major change in our world. As within, so without.
The Cross formation in the G Centre (Capricorn in 10, Cancer in 15, Aries in 25, Libra in 46) sets up a four way tension. If you pull one corner into alignment, the other three pop out again. So it’s a balancing trick. We’ll talk more about how to deal with that when we get to Mercury below.
Jupiter is giving us the faith to find our own personal sense of meaning, to let go of ideas that we might have taken as god-given rules about life up till now. In the Gate of Innocence it allows us to trust that a gentler more ‘foolish’ and childlike approach to life is okay.
Curiosity, expressing open-hearted pure love, having adventures and making mistakes are all okay with Jupiter and Uranus in the Gate of Innocence.
The defences they use are hanging on to always knowing everything, always being right (Jupiter) and theorising at the expense of experimenting, keeping it cool and logical (Uranus).
Saturn sits almost directly on the Super Galactic Centre, impacting hugely on the way we are relating to others. Saturn can bring stable long term relationships, but it can also bring feelings of loneliness and isolation. It’s this Saturn influence that a lot of people are finding difficult just now.
Our need to break free, to express who we are (Uranus) and find our place in the sun (G Centre) can only be expressed when we are able to relate to each other without the old stories of separation (Saturn).
When Saturn is stressed he tends to be punishing, cold, isolated and rigid in his beliefs and behaviours. He is also king pin when it comes to taking responsibility ….. if your shoulders are sore over the next few days, consider what feels heavy and imagine you are putting it down, shake your shoulders and feel how much lighter that is!
It’s not just that great new things are showing up for us, it’s that we have to grow enough to make use of them! I read a funny story yesterday (I don’t remember where) about a man who was offered a wonderful and prestigious position with a service organisation in Africa. He sent a message back declining the offer, saying “not worthy”. He received a short response – “get worthy”. Saturn wants us to ‘get worthy’ of receiving love and wonderful opportunity.
Pluto is in the Gate of Treading. I’ll quote directly from the Wilhelm I Ching:
We find ourselves in an altogether inferior position at the start. However we have the inner strength that guarantees progress.
If we can be content with simplicity, we can make progress without blame. When we are dissatisfied with modest circumstances, we are restless and ambitious and keen to advance, not for the sake of accomplishing anything worthwhile but merely in order to escape from lowliness and poverty. Once our purpose is achieved we are likely to revert to arrogance and luxury loving.
Pluto tends to use power plays and intrigue to defend himself.
Pluto isn’t alone. He’s connected to the Spleen Centre via dwarf planet Haumea in the Gate of The Gentle (57) in the Spleen Centre. For most of the time Pluto was in Gate 10 in 2008-9, Haumea hadn’t yet arrived in Gate 57. Doing it alone meant Pluto’s influence was largely felt as an external process. You may remember his effect on the global economy?
Goddess by Francis Lane
This time around it feels really different. Partly because Pluto is retrograde and that means a more internal process. But Haumea is a powerful influence, bringing a soulful confidence in our own intuitive knowing that cuts through all kinds of glamour and obsfucation straight to the truth. She is speaking to us through our bodies, our cells, telling a story of sensual embodiment in a global and cosmic reality.
I can’t overestimate the evolutionary significance of this Pluto – Haumea hook up. One aspect is around money and our sense of receiving abundance.
Pluto sits on the Capricorn point telling us we get it from glamour, status, external success. It’s the masculine-as-creator syndrome. Haumea tells us we hold it within us, that’s it’s unlimited and flows effortlessly when we allow ourselves to drop deeply and sensuously into our bodies and their enjoyment of life on earth. This is the return of the mother-as-creator energy.
This shift in what we seek pushes us into a realm of trusting our inner creation rather than checking the positions vacant.
In the fourth point of the T-square at 0 degrees Cancer, opposite Pluto and creating a Grand Cross, is Hades. Hades may be a trigger for us to look beneath the surface, to bring a metaphysical understanding to our physical reality. In Gate 15, Hades advises us not to be dazzled by old ideas of fame and fortune. Very similar to Pluto’s advice in Gate 10.
Taking Action From The Heart
Okay, so that’s the major players in the G Centre. Let’s get back to Mercury, which is connecting the Sacral to the G Centre. Mercury transits bring things to consciousness, and in the Gate called The Abyss, he brings our attention to the way we apply our energy to difficult situations.
When the Sacral Centre connects to the G Centre it generates an energy that seeks to act from our hearts.
Water in The Abyss flows downhill. It doesn’t stop and think “Hmm, maybe I’ll get to the ocean more quickly if I climb up that cliff and hike overland.” It doesn’t look at the rocks obstructing it’s path and work out intricate plans for removing them, it simply flows around them. Nor does it sit above the waterfall saying “Waterfall, what waterfall?”
When water finds itself in a still deep pool it simply sits there and waits until it’s time to move on.
This week, this is how we move out of danger, out of the old Saturn ideas that keep us separate and feeling limited in our lives. Out of Pluto’s power struggles, Uranus’ unending rebellion that saves us from having to truly stand for what we believe in, Jupiter’s idealism that prevents us knowing the truth.
We flow downhill. This is how we find a new sense of self and personal meaning, we flow downhill.
Water flows on downhill, filling up all the places through which it flows; it does not shrink from any dangerous spot or from any plunge, and nothing can make it lose it’s essential nature. It remains true to itself under all conditions.
Mercury and Saturn together are activating a channel that brings serendipity into our lives. It’s the ‘overnight success after decades of hard work behind the scenes’ channel. When we flow naturally through the abyss, we experience no danger and obstacles to our progress dissolve away. As the I Ching would say ‘supreme success’.