Step By Step Into The Void

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25th November 2010

You may have noticed it’s almost impossible for me to blog at the moment. I am so much engaged in bringing my full presence to each moment with my mind, body and emotions that the act of writing feels very uncomfortable. I want to share a couple of key ideas with you.

Soul

Everything that prevents us from living in alignment with our soul is leaving our lives. If you feel any of what we once called ‘ascension pain’, any discomfort on any level, ask what you need to release. The Nodes are activating the G Centre and our hearts are being recalibrated to the soul level by having their electromagnetic charge realigned with the galactic centre.  Your soul has a specific vibration that communicates in much the same way as your mind, body and emotions.  It is anchored to your body through your heart chakra and in Human Design through the G Centre.  It’s the key to your life geometry and holds incredible power, as it’s your portal to all multi-dimensional aspects of self.

Mind

And speaking of alignment with the Galactic Centre, that’s where Mercury is right now, and on 29th Mars will join him.  The Uranian known as Vulkanus is in Gate 56 joining them to the Throat Centre, and thus to the whole raft of planets bringing our higher mind into connection with soul, heart and body.   Vulkanus burns away what’s no longer needed, and simultaneously uses the heat and pressure to create new ‘land’.    Our minds are being informed by the emanations of our hearts rather than the old and exhausted fight or flight reaction.  The Galactic Centre (in gate 11) pulses us with ideas beyond our wildest dreams and imaginings.  The old structure and format of creating is complete, and a dance with creation is beginning.  Watch to see what brings you joy.

Past Lives

It’s time to let go of every trauma that we carried into this life with us.  It doesn’t matter whether we had early experiences in this life that buried the trauma deep in our cells, or whether we simply carry the trauma in our soul remembrance.  The only thing that keeps us hanging on is pride.   Niobe, who represents how we can be damaged by our pride, is sitting smack bang between Pluto and Saturn in the Gate of Correcting Patterns.  They are in a circuit that has our minds clanging shut at the first sign of danger, telling us ‘remember what happened last time!’.   In the panic to protect ourselves (read that as … our ego selves) we miss the chance to open our hearts and minds to the situation as it truly is in the present and make new choices (read that as .. new neural pathways).  Because those ancient protective parts of our brain operate at such lightening speed we are only dimly aware of the potential for change that we are missing.  Watch for that instinctive fear response and breathe past it.

Ego

One word, dissolving.  Venus retrograde has been doing an incredible job of dismantling our fears of connecting to each other.  She’s still sitting in Gate 50, in a position that represents the beginning of a new dynasty, a new culture that nurtures everyone at the level of the sacred, the soul.  Neptune and Chiron have been slowly and deliberately dissolving our emotional wounds for the past 2 years now.   And Psyche is at the Throat Centre asking us what price we will pay to hang on to our economic selves?  How important is money in our lives.  How do we find the courage  to put our souls first?

Gate 26, in the Heart/Ego Centre is profoundly shifting our sense of self and supporting our courage to dissolve.  Here’s what’s sitting in that gate ~ Kassandra, Magdalena, Eros, Cupido, Pallas, Mars and Quaoar.  How has our fear of not being seen or believed kept us from expressing our inner wisdom, the ineffable knowing that we need to live in our divine selves?  How have those ancient fears of speaking out, collectively held and maintained, led to us creating a culture that has denied the feminine, the instinctive, the intuitive, the sacred?  This is the crucial point we find ourselves at.  And it’s as if we are being asked to jump without having a clue where we will land. But that kind of risk is not really necessary.  Step by steady step we are creating something new.

This energy also corrects a serious imbalance in our ego selves, allowing us the space to take pride in ourselves, to love ourselves and to express ourselves fully and completely without fear of being branded egotistical.  The South Node (15) asks us to release our small ego self in return for handing us the keys to the powerful new model – humble but with no false humility.

Self and Culture

Saturn and Pluto are sitting in the circuit that allows us to recreate culture based on joy (58) and affection (18) and a deep physically felt connection to the life force energy of the universe (48).    Don’t be attached to anything you have created, whether that be children, work projects, your status, belongings.  Niobe and Altjira (in gate 20) are both asking that we take heed of the incredible power of the new dwarf planets Quaoar (conjunct Mars in the ego gate 26), Makemake (with Orcus in gates 6 and 59 respectively), and Haumea (in gate 57).   They ask us to step out of the chaos and destruction and into the newly visible order of a new reality where we are conscious co-creators.