Here Comes The Kingdom

1st April 2011

Well we are on the rollercoaster from today!  When I was sentimentally considering the idea of ascension and 2012, way back in 1999 …..  well, lets just say this isn’t quite what I was expecting! What we didn’t factor into the equation back then was that the higher dimensions of our spirit/soul would need to wriggle their way into the physical density on this planet.  And there’s been a lot of murk there for a very long time.  So it’s a bit like – hold your nose and jump!

Also, as we say goodbye to that old reality – you know, the one we’ve been so passionately dismantling for so long – there is real grief to be experienced.  It’s a bit like ending a not so great relationship and still feeling quite sad about it.

Since I wrote the blog post yesterday, Mars has joined Uranus in Gate 25 – Innocence.  In a few hours from now Jupiter will shift into that channel as well, in Gate 51 – Shock.  This channel will continue to be activated until 28th April and during that time our entire social matrix will be remodeled.  More on that when Venus shifts into Gate 22 on 11th April.

 

An interesting thing about shock is that it’s the first step in the grief process. It’s the thing that tells us that something has changed and we need to adjust to it. As the whole natural cycle of life thing has been denied on this planet for such a long, long time – after all we should be able to get up every single morning and go to work just like the good little machines we have been taught to be – our connection with natural cycles has been profoundly damaged. In fact, most people are terrified of them once we get beyond the nice parts, like flowers in spring.

In this denial of natural cycles, we have become invisible, our own natural cycling rendered valueless.  This is a massive abuse of our human spirit, deeply internalised.  We’ve learnt that those messy desires and needs just get in the way of what we need to do to succeed and to be loved.  A whole culture of inner conflict, self hatred and the resulting addiction overload is the result.

On 3rd April (UT18:50) the Moon will be exactly conjunct Jupiter (51) and Mars exactly conjunct Uranus (25).  That’s just a four hours after the New Moon, so plan to be present to the energy at that time!.  Also on the 4th April (UT13:50) Neptune shifts into it’s own sign of Pisces after 13 long years in Aquarius, and moves into Gate 55 on 9th April.  On 5th April, the Sun moves into Gate 51, joining Jupiter.

I hope to be blogging each day through these intense shifts.  For now, be aware that with Venus in the Gate of Family we are clearing deep family patterns that may be all but invisible to us. The child within us has been placing it’s trust in things that have been toxic, and we are being asked to risk abandonment and take back our power to truly nurture and care for ourselves. (Ceres conjunct Chiron in 55 and Child conjunct Pluto in 58).  This can bring up feelings of panic, intense fear, depression and despair.  Go for a walk, listen to music, dance, do something creative, something nurturing.  Those feelings are you unplugging from an old and worn out matrix.

The true creative masculine principle of Eros is in the mix, directly conjunct Ceres and Chiron at Gate 55 line 4 – a place where we meet our own darkness and fear and find we can ‘bring even the hidden lord into alliance with our greater purpose’.  Notice the use of the word ‘lord’.  There is so much energy at the moment for us to take control of our inner kingdom!   Eros is a powerful change agent just now, releasing our creative energy from where it has been bound up, and making it available in all it’s magnificent abundance to nourish and  illuminate our own lives.

Over the next few weeks don’t expect life to be anything like what used to pass for normal.  The easy way, and the way to get the most out of these experiences, is to release your attachment to any outcomes and enjoy the ride.  When we get off we’ll find we’re on a whole new platform from  where we got on board.