Relishing The Ego Self
Posted by Kim Gould on August 11, 2010 in Daily Transits | 16 comments
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11th August 2010
With the Sun, Atlantis and Nemesis all in the Gate of the Army and triggered by a New Moon yesterday we can expect some shenanigans.
Nemesis is commonly known as the Goddess of Retribution. Who wouldn’t shiver at the idea of meeting our Nemesis. But if my work with the Feminine Mojo Project taught me anything, it was that in the world of myth and archetypes nothing is as it seems and so it is with Nemesis.
Originally a Goddess of Disinterested Fortune, similar to the Wheel of Fortune in the Tarot, she is simply the bringer of your personal fate and you get to choose whether you perceive it as good or evil. However the Greeks shifted her identity to make her the delivery girl for punishment for non-compliance with, if you like, the dominant paradigm. In her more ancient form she probably represented our fear of punishment or retribution by the gods if we didn’t get it right.
What could we make of her in the transits? Well, she appears as a winged goddess of fate at a time when there is immense activation to our soul purpose. And she appears at a time of global flux that threatens to send us into extinction, a time when existing realities are disappearing and we are all doing the soft shoe shuffle in our attempts to find something solid to stand on.
Alongside Nemesis we find the asteroid Atlantis, representative of civilizations lost. Whether we believe in the mythology of Atlantis or not, it is a powerful archetypal statement of a society that got it wrong.
Fritjof Capra, in his book The Turning Point, talks about the development of the mechanistic world view gone mad, as we specialise more and more everything makes less and less sense because it doesn’t connect to anything else. In this world of mad science and rational logic we develop solutions that have no basis in reality.
Nemesis and Atlantis both indicate a group of people who benefit at the expense of others, and the attempts to manipulate others in order to maintain that advantage.
At the level of our DNA we hold ‘control mechanisms’ that have us self regulating in alignment with the needs of our family, our tribe or culture, our economy. It’s simple evolutionary strategy grown dangerous. Why dangerous? Because these strategies have been used against us. Consider the advertising industries use of psychology to manipulate our desires and how we’ve been trained into an addiction to ‘edible foodlike substances’ that lead inevitably to disease, malnutrition and a dangerous disconnect with the concept of food. Did you see Jamie Oliver’s Food Revolution? He had 6 year olds who could not even recognise a potato or tomato, even though they live on fries and pizza.
Watch how others may be interfering in your life, trying to convince you to conform to some apparently agreed upon code of conduct, when it matters not at all to them what you do. Except in the shadow where we all have to keep each other in line so no one gets into trouble.
My daughter was just telling me a story of the other kids at school begging her to behave in a particular way because they were really uncomfortable with her stepping outside the boundaries. There was nothing bad at all in what she was doing – she’s experimenting with different names and wanted to write her name in a new piece of concrete as Paige rather than Megan. Quelle horrreur!
These group survival mechanisms operate in our emotional and mental fields and they go down deeper and deeper. This Leo New Moon is awakening a spark of soul that takes back control of our own destiny, our desire to interpret our own lives and see clearly that we hold an immensely influential power for good when we have the courage to live from our heart and soul.
This is an ego healing, from the false sick ego self that keeps us small and malleable, to the strong ego which is a container for our soul visions. The Army (gate 7) supports us to take control of our own inner rabble, to become our own commander, to decide how we interpret what happens to us and how we respond to those events. In this place we become a powerful force of co-creation.
Yesterday’s Leo New Moon heralds a new era of leadership by the grassroots level of society, a fractal experience of each person leading the way while simultaneously opening to the influence of everyone else they meet on their journey. In this way secrets are revealed and we rejoice in our common humanity rather than fight over our differences.
This is a profound shift in the concept of leadership and power.
Well … that explains it!
Thought you’d like it, watch the s*%t hit the fan as new clarity brings much to light!
Hmm ‘shit hitting fan’ bigtime in my life at the moment Kim as if enough hasn’t happened lately now a new development that has been brewing for a while has decided the time is right to look me square in the eye and tell me it’s time to rock the boat, and I just know a few toes are going to be squished in the process.. lol and this post explains why perhaps even casting me in the role of Nemesis for my business partners as it is time for them to face their music!
Was thinking to ring you yesterday morning Annie and then got sidetracked. Enjoy the clarifying process! There is a strong energy of standing up to old projections of authority in our lives just now, taking back our power.
Some lovely and powerful themes here, Kim. Gate of the Army … my Magdalena and Mars. And yes, our co-creative immersion in the Feminine Mojo Project (more on that coming soon!) was and continues to be perspective-shifting and empowering.
Thanks for another wonderful post.
Jamie
Of course Jamie, your Mars / Magdalene conjunct! Will look forward to seeing what new power and passion arise for you. xxxxkim
it has been a long time now… seems like life-times… since i saw my ‘ego’ as my heart.
thanks kim, for pointing out how it is so…
wonder-full!
The Leo ego/heart Biren! Full of passion and vigor and creativity and the will to express and share it!
Thank you, it does explain for me how I have been distancing myself from situations where I was being “small and malleable”. I wonder if also Nessus and Damocles in Aquarius are helping showing the damage that has been done, and how we are receiving the consequences…
Both sitting with the Earth in Gate 49 line 1 today Leana. Retribution, abuse of power and being seduced away from what feels right for us, in a way being seduced into undertaking the revolutions of others rather than staying present with our own inner emotional revolution (gate 49). We feel that something needs to change and when we rush forward to take action prematurely, resulting in us being vulnerable to the agenda’s of others who are only too happy to take our energy for their own purposes. Thanks for pointing that out, I hadn’t had time to check the transits for today. I’ll post this comment on Facebook.
what is that leo ego / heart, kim?
i hv experienced this in last couple of days…
what i feel, see and sense IS right. i am not ‘small’ for seeing different… it is who i am.
and as i saw that, i settled down in my truth – with such groundedness, that i was okay with others not seeing what i am seeing… and not wanting to rush anything…
Hi kim
This is an amazing post. Issues of power surfacing all over the place. I did have a major confrontation with our new interim dean, at which I realised that NOTHING would shift. I have never met such intransigence – and his fear. I was about to write a piece about the nature of bullying in the systemic pathology that we live in, and how this works at the level of individual meetings, and will get on with this this morning – as now the fear is meeting me in the body – but it was quite inhuman, and has shown me just how this suffocating prison that we have co-created works. it also affirmed, however a growing sense of new directions and willingness to create alternative and more flexible structures for myself.
Hi Kim
For some reason I can’t read your answers, it appears white on white on the screen…
White on white? Ten out of ten. I can read you loud and clear. I recognize the landscape of the last few days. This new moon was eerily strong. Yes, I do feel the pull of an archaic and dumb giant. Go play in your pen, Goliath or whatever your name is, I tell him. His roaring actually interferes with the starsong I have been following.
Grateful to you as ever, Lady Kim of the lovable design. You can make guitar strings out of prison bars.
Namaste.
Paige aka Megan is sooo sweet, you must be proud Kim
I do wonder do you think that peeps with right mind/brain wiring (receptive) are less likely to form attachment/identifications with things including their names than the left mind/brain (strategic) peeps? I have noticed that with some of my very strategic mates if anyone gets their names wrong, they get really ticked off whereas with the receptive folks (myself included) I am not that bothered. Just wondering
I hadn’t thought about it like that Mariam, but it makes sense. I’ll watch that now!
Paige aka Megan has her earth in 62 so she’s very sensitive to names and their energy and can’t bear it if they are out of alignment. She tells me she’s never felt comfortable with her name.