Tending Your Inner Flame
Posted by Kim Gould on July 20, 2010 in Daily Transits | 6 comments

20th July 2010
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Mars has moved into the emotional zone and hit us in our intimate relationships. Especially for those with activations in the adjoining Gate 59, this is a powerful influence. Gate 6 in the Human Design chart holds many emotions and seeks to bring together our emotional and sexual/creative natures. Not an insignificant process!
Mars transits affect our emotional boundaries. And Gate 6 represents … our emotional boundaries. Shazam! This is the place where we allow our ego to dissolve and open up to greater intimacy or we get angry and defensive and shut down.
Also in Gate 6 is the dwarf planet Makemake. One of the most significant aspects of Makemake in this gate is our memory of some ideal time, when we received warmth and emotional intimacy in abundance. It’s possibly found in recollections of our childhood or an early relationship. And then it was taken away from us and we have been mourning for it, searching for it ever since.
Both Orcus and Apollo are in Gate 59 at the moment. Apollo can show how we lost our natural voice within our family dynamic and, in Gate 59, how we may have projected that into our relationship dynamic. Orcus is also a potentially threatened aspect of self, stuck in the underworld and unable to return through lack of recognition that this part of ourselves even exists.
Neptune and Chiron are also in the Solar Plexus Centre affecting our emotions. Neptune has been on a 2 year mission to clear delusion from our lives, to help us to see clearly what it is that really makes us happy. To move us past trying to manifest the red ferrari or billionaire husband and into something more authentic. This week Mars brings Neptune’s focus to our relationships.
Ceres and Saturn play important roles here as well. Ceres is in Gate 11 (activated this week by the Earth in Gate 56), approaching the Galactic Centre. It’s as if our grief and sense of isolation and loneliness (Ceres) is being sucked out of our hearts (Galactic Centre), to be replaced by .. well we know not what as yet, we can only imagine the connections we can make with each other when this process is complete. Saturn is approaching the Super Galactic Centre and about to receive an activation from Mercury next week. It speaks along the same lines – the release of old worn out ideas of relationship that are not warm and intimate and inviting but cold, austere and functional. Economic rather than earthy.
Mars is being followed closely by Vesta, currently in the Gate of Exhaustion (47). Vesta asks us to tend our own inner flame, to release any ideas that say we must neglect it for the sake of others.
Venus is just completing her stay in the Heart Centre in the Gate of Deliverance, again with a theme of exhaustion – when we feel we have tried too hard over too long a time to win love and acceptance we simply lose the will to go on. We have to rest and recuperate before things will return to something approaching normal.
The fire of Mars is a gift, giving us the courage to pull back inside our own skin, to look into our own heart and see the walls we have built that prevent us from having a loving intimate realationship with ourselves. Using Mars for reckless movement or energetic defence will cause us to miss a profound opportunity for love and connection this week.
It’s almost as if we have completed a stage of our evolutionary journey in relationship and now we get to rest, recuperate and tend our own inner flame. We should only be drawn into the world if the impulse feels fully alive (Eros in 64) and not another go at trying to ‘make it happen’ (Sisyphus in 64).
We’re 6 days out from another go at the Pluto T-Square. Nothing is as it seems! Allow life to inform you rather than you trying to shape life. What matters most is not the form something takes, but your sincerity.

did i too ‘read’ this (see below)? somehow, somewhere?
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“We’re 6 days out from another go at the Pluto T-Square. Nothing is as it seems! Allow life to inform you rather than you trying to shape life. ”
since last 2 days something was going around, pressuring my precious little head… and today, it came out (as my post on FB) as these words:
“when we see life as something happening outside & around us… we fight or flee – we lust & long, or reject & run… we feel the need to take charge and control everything…
when we see life as something flowing through us… something happening inside us… we simply settle down to experience it… and everything out…side & around, become ‘parts’ that enhance this experience…”
“This is the place where we allow our ego to dissolve and open up to greater intimacy or we get angry and defensive and shut down” – the swinging of head to heart – heart to head is getting me dizzy these days!!! Relaxation is good and has always some magic effect!
“Allow life to inform you rather than you trying to shape life”! This sounds familiar of course… What else….:) Thank you Kim! Warm hug! Hali
‘… to look into our own heart and see the walls we have built that prevent us from having a loving intimate REALATIONSHIP with ourselves.’
I just love this typo – or was it?!
Loveya, Kim
Yes, it was a typo Sabina!
well, at least on the conscious level .. lol!
Inspired and inspiring… yes, the cherished memory is also a wish, a projection for the future.
Mars grants courage to drift towards that vision.
I love the idea of tending the inner flame, the image is strong and clear.
Namaste, Kim.
NOW I understand where all the emotional challenges are coming from… thanks as always Kim for the inspiring insights and thus release from tension. this mental projector sure gets caught in it all…. lol, m